So My husband comes home tonight after working all day, he walks through the house on the phone talking with one of who i believed to be a sister. I didnt quite understand the 100 mile an hour spanish. So then after making him a plate of food and settleing in on the couch he decides to tell me so Sylvia (hs sister) says we are going to have another nephew. I said "what?" i didnt know if he said she was or we were so, he then anwsers what do you think? What shes pregnant? i said with the tears building up behind my eyes tears of ANGER that is. AND THEN TO MAKE IT ALL THE WORSE he says his other sister is now trying as well becasue his brother in law threw out her birth control pills. At frst i was just angry and he knew so he tried comforting me by saying maybe us too!! ha ha im not falling for that stupid joke/trick/mean ass husband!! So then my emotion that i felt after wanting to kill him and hs sisters was jealousy over how they are going to become pregnant way easier then me. I dont even know if this is true but i am alredy jelous of them being able to casually have "relations" and be able to be pregnant. Yes i do remeber i am the only one trying and that the result will be a hardr than if we were both trying, but reallly, REALLY !! DO YOU HAVE TO tell me this and then have little or no or even mocking sympothy for me, thats how he acted.
CAN YOU TELL I AM PISSED REALLY I AM USING CAPITOL LETTERS IN HOPES THAT YOU KNOW I AM SCREAMING AT THE WORLD!!!!!
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- Hopefully you will all get to know me very well, as my whole entire blog will be the latter "about me" but until then 24 years of age living in what was once called the number one city in america, but i bet none of you know this. I do not and will not capitilize my i's that are in the middle of a sentence. I am married to a man who has a big heart but it is hidden and i am on the forever journey to try and find it. I recently thought of starting a blog because i believe some things that happen in life are worth writing down. This might be a string off of my new found love of books.
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Candy - Im so sorry! You know that my sis in law got preg a little while after my miscarriage so I know how it feels! Try and stay strong and know that you are not alone and you can always vent to me!
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