My life in 10, the way its going now.

In ten years, with a mixture of what i want, what i wish, and what i think is inevitable, I will be in Colombia with my husband. We will have been living there for quite a while in my dream house just outside the city i mean outside the ciudad.. I will have hopefully two children and in ten years i will be 34 so i hope to have children who are 8 and younger. I word it like this because how i feel now if i have an 8 year old then i will have what i want, and so any that come after are a bonus. This also all depends on when i actually left for colombia becasue i will be having children in the United States so that my parents will get the joy of being grandparents for at least a couple years. Back in Colombia, I will have a farm, with horses and cows and goats or should i say caballos, vacas, y chivas. I want to say chickens because we could make a lot of money off of thier eggs i mean thier heuvos, but i fear chickens i hate them and they play a good role in my life right now as food and only food. Dont worry i will have a good sense and a good understanding of doctors, schools, government and police i mean policia. As i was speaking a little bit about the doctors in colombia the other day, there is no way right now as an american who has live in the US all her life how am i suppose to just let my guard down and believe what a doctor tells me who is colombian, when i dont even believe my own doctor sometimes. I am sorry nooo waaay. I did 3 years ago when coming back from my first visit to colombia sit next to this nice man on the airplane. He told me he had grown up in the US until he was about 14, then he moved to colombia, now i cant believe i am remebering all this so clearly but i he stated the he was so glad that he got to finish school in colombia becasue there he bacame something and he says that if he had stayed in the us he would have gone on and tried to become a rock star he had a passion for the guitar. At first i was confused and questioned why it was better to go away from our dream. He later explained even though rock star was his dream its not guaranteed and an education is and so by going to colombiaa he was better perpared for a life of wealth rather then being here on the slight chance that he would be playing in some beat up hole in the wall and some scout would come prancing in and hear his next big time playing the star spangld banner on electric guitar. I agreed with him then and so he detailed more about how the schools in colombia are very good, the only thing that erks me is that they all have to wear uniforms. I did not wear one when i was going and i just dont believe in that but i guess take the good with the bad. I know its only one guys opinion but i have a little back on this, see my husband was taken out of school in third grade becasue his father lost his arm i mean his padre lost his brazo. To this day my husband recites things that he learned in those three years, yes three years they dont have kindergarten, and it amazes me what he learned in just that time period. I know i did not learn the equivelant in my four years. I think i heard something like he went back for two years after his fathers armgot reattached so maybe he has 5 years.
Oh i forgot i will definetly have a dog. In fact i want a perro now! they are so adorable and loving. I have two cats that are 20 pounds each so its like having a dog only they reek of cat urine. litter boxes are really the obly reason i am not a cat person even though i have two gatos. DOS GATOS. i love my kitties but i would trade them in for a dog I LOVE DOGS MORE. (mas). i hope you not wating for me to ask a question and then write that in spanish , i dont have the upsidse down question marks!!
so i have to admit this blog is running away from the title and that may just becasue i am watching CSI NY while writing it and although i came up with this title a couple days ago i just still dont have the writing feeling. I want to
now i titled this the way its going now becasuse there will be a part dos the way it might have gone please stay tuned for that it will be better its more of the fantasy not the reality.