Oh My I wrote a Post!!

I know you all missed me and i feel bad. No more worries for i am here and i am queer. Really that last sentence is more true than you know. Like four days ago i had a brilliant idea for a new post in my ever so confusing blog, but of course, i forgot and did not write it and so here i am rambling rambles of ramblness.

I have a few good ideas for upcoming blogs, and why i need to have these new ideas is becsaue ever since my computer crashed and i have not had the money to fix it i am no longer in the groove of my blog. Thus, to get me back i need to have a new motivation as to why i should come into my brothers room and write a blog while he is trying to watch tv but indefinetly cant becasue of my keyboard clatter. ( i just read that to him, he laughed).

Ideas;
I have been having for the last month or so crazy, vivd, dreams. I could become the next Stephen King. Only Candace Gomez. er ahem

If i was sticking to my guns, i would be writing to you that it has been just over a month since the big fight with DH and i have not said or called anyone to tell them that he is in fact changing, for one becasue i wanted it to be real and for two i guess casue i reeeally wanted it to be real.\

Or i would be rambling on to tell you that my brother is really wanting me to play ping pong with him right now, but i choose to write to you faithful followers.

I created a dunkin donut and am now awaiting the call from Dunkins to to tell me i won.

OOOOh here is a good topic. DH or as i like to refer to him as AP and APP. If you think to ask when you see me then ask but for sensativity reasons i will not share what these mean on here. All you need to know is that he was AP and is now APP.

We have successfully tried making a baby for 2 months now. First month ended in a roaring, raging AF and second month is pending, so when i say successfully what i mean is i actually got him to participate. Well AP would have anwsered a thought i had a few days ago, the thought being "Papi I dont think it worked this time either" on the subject of baby making, i dont know why i said it, maybe just to get a reaction out of him, which i guess in hindsight is a little mind gamish and i dont like that. Well anyway AP would have responded something along the lines of "good" or "few" with a big sigh of relief but APP anwsered "dont say that"!!! as if to say he was hoping it did!!! What really ? is this happening. He is currently changing and i hope it does not stop.