I say farewell for a couple days, i m off to see my family for christmas, yes you heard right christmas. So i see you and will be back on tuesday. This might be good; you guys get a break from my randomness and i might have something to read by then.
buh bye
Saturday, February 7, 2009
My Thought Process while laying in bed...
What is up with the hidden messages in our faces...
eYES -they do want us to see
NOse-it doesnt want us to smell
mOUTh-we are suppose to puke
eARS -the slang for something we never want to hear
Part II of Self...
If you are one of the lucky ones where if we were to cut you the hot dog way down the middle, there would be two identical halves? Then this poem is for you.
2 ears
4 cheeks
2 nostrils
2 arms
2 nipples
2 balls (for some of us)
2 legs
there are 2, 2 all of us...
eYES -they do want us to see
NOse-it doesnt want us to smell
mOUTh-we are suppose to puke
eARS -the slang for something we never want to hear
Part II of Self...
If you are one of the lucky ones where if we were to cut you the hot dog way down the middle, there would be two identical halves? Then this poem is for you.
2 ears
4 cheeks
2 nostrils
2 arms
2 nipples
2 balls (for some of us)
2 legs
there are 2, 2 all of us...
Friday, February 6, 2009
Self
Live your life
for its only once
Charish your heart
for you have only one
engulf your soul
for it is a lone
You are an individual!
for its only once
Charish your heart
for you have only one
engulf your soul
for it is a lone
You are an individual!
At this very moment.
I feel anxious.
I want to paint my cats on a piece of scrap board that i have from my broken entertainment center.
I am leaving soon for an interview.
I am watching the adorable movie No Reservations.
I am sitting on my love seat and as always i have my toes scrunched under my feet.
I did not shower today. (yet)
I am harrassing my cat Patty.
I am not satisfied with something.
I just finished rearranging some fixtures in my house.
I call my apartment, my house.
My brother is sitting across from me.
I love my car, i have it back and i didnt realize how much i missed it.
I have $12.00 cash, and available to me about $12.00 in my checking account.
I am going to brush my teeth, after i write this blog. ...~~*~~o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o~~*~~...
I want to paint my cats on a piece of scrap board that i have from my broken entertainment center.
I am leaving soon for an interview.
I am watching the adorable movie No Reservations.
I am sitting on my love seat and as always i have my toes scrunched under my feet.
I did not shower today. (yet)
I am harrassing my cat Patty.
I am not satisfied with something.
I just finished rearranging some fixtures in my house.
I call my apartment, my house.
My brother is sitting across from me.
I love my car, i have it back and i didnt realize how much i missed it.
I have $12.00 cash, and available to me about $12.00 in my checking account.
I am going to brush my teeth, after i write this blog. ...~~*~~o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o~~*~~...
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Something I forgot to mention...
Just today i remembered some things while i was out with a friend.
First was my ABSOLUTE fear of carwash dryers. You know when you go through an automatic car wash and first comes the sprays, sometimes in different pretty colors. Mine is yellow and blue and if you pay 10 dollars they spray pink too!! Then once your car is saturated in the colors of chemicals, then you see in your near future the spongy spider strips, they beat on your car like its a red-headed step child!! Then if your car has made it through this, a few more things happen but i never am paying attention for what is now easily in view are the dryers at the end of the automated cleansing road...AHHgghh This is where i begin to panic, first is the double double check of the windows and although its the middle of winter and there is probably 5 feet of snow on top of my car i check my sunroof!! Then once i am satisfied that my windows are securely crack free i check them again!! Now The track that is steering my left tire towards my impending doom has arrived at its devilish end and i then get this same vivid thought of the glass shattering and impaling me in my jugular. So naturally i cower down into a fetal position, as much as i can with my feet anxiously awaiting the "Once your windshield is here" sign so that i can slam on the gas to get the hell out!!!
Oh my scary stuff people!!
Specials thanks to Brock for helping me write this!!
First was my ABSOLUTE fear of carwash dryers. You know when you go through an automatic car wash and first comes the sprays, sometimes in different pretty colors. Mine is yellow and blue and if you pay 10 dollars they spray pink too!! Then once your car is saturated in the colors of chemicals, then you see in your near future the spongy spider strips, they beat on your car like its a red-headed step child!! Then if your car has made it through this, a few more things happen but i never am paying attention for what is now easily in view are the dryers at the end of the automated cleansing road...AHHgghh This is where i begin to panic, first is the double double check of the windows and although its the middle of winter and there is probably 5 feet of snow on top of my car i check my sunroof!! Then once i am satisfied that my windows are securely crack free i check them again!! Now The track that is steering my left tire towards my impending doom has arrived at its devilish end and i then get this same vivid thought of the glass shattering and impaling me in my jugular. So naturally i cower down into a fetal position, as much as i can with my feet anxiously awaiting the "Once your windshield is here" sign so that i can slam on the gas to get the hell out!!!
Oh my scary stuff people!!
Specials thanks to Brock for helping me write this!!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
My loves, I don't have many but...
Because I am watching Life as i write this, and yes i can multitask!!
Detective Charlie Crews- (Life) Played by Damien Lewis
First of all he has red hair but its handsome!!
His whole persona on the show is so cool, after being imprisoned for 12 years he has this Zen, which in very few words and does not give Det. Charlie Crews half the justice he deserves is simply the path to enlightenment!! A better example is him on the show saying things like; It is never nothing, there is always something.
Detective Charlie Crews- (Life) Played by Damien Lewis
First of all he has red hair but its handsome!!
His whole persona on the show is so cool, after being imprisoned for 12 years he has this Zen, which in very few words and does not give Det. Charlie Crews half the justice he deserves is simply the path to enlightenment!! A better example is him on the show saying things like; It is never nothing, there is always something.
CBI Consultant Patrick Jane -(The Mentalist) Played by Simon Baker
Really cute blonde curls.
His character on the show is also amazing. He was once a Psychic, but never a real one. He does not believe in them, he only uses his keen sense of observation, to help the California Bureau of Investigation solve crimes. This show is especally dear to my heart becasue i am so all about "The mentalist" I want to be one!!
Tyson Beckford is and always has been my nmber one!! I think he is the hottest male being that lives on this earth and i would do him and Pedro would have to be okay with it!!! Its not like i would fall in love with him, or even begin to think something would start from it, i just think that my lust for him would be so overbearing i would not be able to control myself!!
Anthony Nomar Garciaparra. 
He was my love from 1996 to 2002. I kinda fell out of that phase when i got to college, but in high school everyone had one so i fell in love and for real fell in love with this man. He wasnt the hottest ever he was the handsomest or the cutest, he was just my love!!!!! I have or had i dont even know over 2000 pictures of him. I also know everything he did from high school until the red sox!!!!
Pedro Gomez
The reality of it all.
Pedro can be kind, caring, compassionate, willing, generous, and loving.
Pedro is stubbborn, stupid, and selfish!!
But he is mine and I love him.
He was my love from 1996 to 2002. I kinda fell out of that phase when i got to college, but in high school everyone had one so i fell in love and for real fell in love with this man. He wasnt the hottest ever he was the handsomest or the cutest, he was just my love!!!!! I have or had i dont even know over 2000 pictures of him. I also know everything he did from high school until the red sox!!!!
Pedro Gomez
The reality of it all.
Pedro can be kind, caring, compassionate, willing, generous, and loving.
Pedro is stubbborn, stupid, and selfish!!
But he is mine and I love him.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Cat 1 and Cat 2
I was thinking what can I blog about today, and sitting here on my couch i finally came to a thought. I have both cats here sitting on me/next to me. So i decided to blog about how different two cats can be.
Cat 1-
History
We got her when she was 8 weeks old. I picked her out from a litter of all white cats and each had a differnt mark of grey on thier tiny little foreheads! I lookd over all, and narrowed it down, i didnt want the crazy one, crawling over everything. I also didnt want the one meowing every three seconds, and just shy of the teet it was so intent on sucking. So that left two more i picked one up and it opened its eyes and immediatley i knew this was the one. The kitten looked at me with one hazel colored eye, and one blue.
Pedro and I soon named the kitten Fiona!! I came up with it, because i love Shrek. Pedro and I went together to her first vet visit. She was 2 pounds. We spayed her and got her some shots. Only later did we figure we didnt have to for she is soley an indoor cat. Well months went by of running and clawing and biting and meowing, the trials and tribulations of a kitten. Fiona was soooo adorable and would even play fetch with us. This is no joke, we would throw a mouse that had cat nap in it and Fiona would fetch it and bring it back to us.
One day my husband and his brother come home with a cat they had picked up on the side of the road. I am siting on the couch and am about ot witness the meeting ofthe two cats. Fiona and this new stray, a skinny, tiger cat who had "puppy dog" eyes!! Let's for the sake of your focus not go into anymore detail of back then, we will just say thier meeting was not to pleasant.
SOOO Nowadays, Fiona can only be described as "Broken"
She is only your friend when she is hungry. At night like a good little kitty she comes and lays on the bed, but not at the foot of the bed , on your head!!!
When she does come and see you its only when you have milk, oh wait tonight she came and saw me but had her ass in my face the whole time. She really is broken!!! I used to call her defective but i like broken better.
When The two are fighting she will run and it seems as though she is hiding, but really its a magazine rack that is in the open. I look at her and so doesnt the other cat, we both are in disbelief that Fiona really thinks she is invisable.
When any person tries to pick her up, pet her or have naything to do with her she meows, but it is not a meow like a cats meow. It sounds more like a dying cow. THIS CAT CANT EVEN MEOW!! Her hair is fine and plentiful so its over everything in the house. Everything she does justr seems so unorthadox. She rubs up against things then they fall on her, like the picture in the living room. She then wants you to pet her, but will scrunch her head down when you try. Raaahhhgg she is so annoying. All the toys I have bought her since being a kitten, her favorite toy is a straw. She went from spilling whatever was in the glass to ge to the straw, to now the finese of one flick of the paw to get the straw out.
Cat 2-
History/not much for she was a stray.
The day we brought her home i immediately started calling her Mickey. For some reason it just sounded good. I went to Pedro's work and told him and his brother that i was calling her Mickey adn they both at the same time said we thought Patty was good. I as very sad that i had to start all over again, calling her mickey 1000 times beforethat, getting her accustomed to the name. Now i have to call her Patty 2000 times!! So after about a day and a half I took her over to where they found her and asked numerous people if they lost cat. No one had, one person said they did but that cat was not the one.
SOOOO Nowadays Patty is the most amzing cat EVER. All she wants is love and as soon as you sit down she is in your lap. She is with me now, and always. She is the stereotypical cat, she plays and jumps and is curious and she lays at THE FOOT of the bed and she to let you know she is hungry nips at your pant leg in the morning. She almost never meows!! I dont think i had heard her meow until just last week, and i have had her for like 2 years!! whoa.
I love patty a lot. When you are on the computer or on the toilet or in the kitchen or laying on the floor she comes over and lets you know she is there and needs i mean needs you to pick her up or have her in your lap!! She is obsessed with people! have taught her to come to me when i yell "Come on" Wherever she is in the house she comes to me and will lay with me. She does at times get sick of being petted so she will bite you then run away, as if to say okay i am done peace!! She used to be more athletic but i got her fat so no more play for the fat cat!!
My two cats...!
Cat 1-
History
We got her when she was 8 weeks old. I picked her out from a litter of all white cats and each had a differnt mark of grey on thier tiny little foreheads! I lookd over all, and narrowed it down, i didnt want the crazy one, crawling over everything. I also didnt want the one meowing every three seconds, and just shy of the teet it was so intent on sucking. So that left two more i picked one up and it opened its eyes and immediatley i knew this was the one. The kitten looked at me with one hazel colored eye, and one blue.
Pedro and I soon named the kitten Fiona!! I came up with it, because i love Shrek. Pedro and I went together to her first vet visit. She was 2 pounds. We spayed her and got her some shots. Only later did we figure we didnt have to for she is soley an indoor cat. Well months went by of running and clawing and biting and meowing, the trials and tribulations of a kitten. Fiona was soooo adorable and would even play fetch with us. This is no joke, we would throw a mouse that had cat nap in it and Fiona would fetch it and bring it back to us.
One day my husband and his brother come home with a cat they had picked up on the side of the road. I am siting on the couch and am about ot witness the meeting ofthe two cats. Fiona and this new stray, a skinny, tiger cat who had "puppy dog" eyes!! Let's for the sake of your focus not go into anymore detail of back then, we will just say thier meeting was not to pleasant.
SOOO Nowadays, Fiona can only be described as "Broken"
She is only your friend when she is hungry. At night like a good little kitty she comes and lays on the bed, but not at the foot of the bed , on your head!!!
When she does come and see you its only when you have milk, oh wait tonight she came and saw me but had her ass in my face the whole time. She really is broken!!! I used to call her defective but i like broken better.
When The two are fighting she will run and it seems as though she is hiding, but really its a magazine rack that is in the open. I look at her and so doesnt the other cat, we both are in disbelief that Fiona really thinks she is invisable.
When any person tries to pick her up, pet her or have naything to do with her she meows, but it is not a meow like a cats meow. It sounds more like a dying cow. THIS CAT CANT EVEN MEOW!! Her hair is fine and plentiful so its over everything in the house. Everything she does justr seems so unorthadox. She rubs up against things then they fall on her, like the picture in the living room. She then wants you to pet her, but will scrunch her head down when you try. Raaahhhgg she is so annoying. All the toys I have bought her since being a kitten, her favorite toy is a straw. She went from spilling whatever was in the glass to ge to the straw, to now the finese of one flick of the paw to get the straw out.
Cat 2-
History/not much for she was a stray.
The day we brought her home i immediately started calling her Mickey. For some reason it just sounded good. I went to Pedro's work and told him and his brother that i was calling her Mickey adn they both at the same time said we thought Patty was good. I as very sad that i had to start all over again, calling her mickey 1000 times beforethat, getting her accustomed to the name. Now i have to call her Patty 2000 times!! So after about a day and a half I took her over to where they found her and asked numerous people if they lost cat. No one had, one person said they did but that cat was not the one.
SOOOO Nowadays Patty is the most amzing cat EVER. All she wants is love and as soon as you sit down she is in your lap. She is with me now, and always. She is the stereotypical cat, she plays and jumps and is curious and she lays at THE FOOT of the bed and she to let you know she is hungry nips at your pant leg in the morning. She almost never meows!! I dont think i had heard her meow until just last week, and i have had her for like 2 years!! whoa.
I love patty a lot. When you are on the computer or on the toilet or in the kitchen or laying on the floor she comes over and lets you know she is there and needs i mean needs you to pick her up or have her in your lap!! She is obsessed with people! have taught her to come to me when i yell "Come on" Wherever she is in the house she comes to me and will lay with me. She does at times get sick of being petted so she will bite you then run away, as if to say okay i am done peace!! She used to be more athletic but i got her fat so no more play for the fat cat!!
My two cats...!
Sunday, February 1, 2009
There's always an Excuse!
"Okay I am going to eat good tomorrow!" Sound familliar?!?!
I could go on with the words we choose to coach ourselves through the decsions we make on our food choices, but i am sure you all are familiar with the deal making and deal breaking.
Everyday there is an excuse to eat badly. Today is the Superbowl, obviously we can eat bad today and met back up with our lover called "diet" tomorrow. Yesterday it was "I haven't eaten anything all day so i can have this!
See you can only say "tomorrow i will eat better" today, becasue come tomorrow, its today, meaning your going to start tomorrow!!
So As I eat my piece of homemade Pizza and Macaroni and Cheese I challenge myslef and you to start tomorrow for real. Tomorrow is Monday good day to start, a new week, a new beginging.
In keeping with the name of this blog "There's always an excuse". In general as humans we make excuses like its our job. Not for just food, but with our jobs, with our friends, and plans, and with so much more. Is it in our nature to make excuses? Just imagine one day with no excuses.
Regular day for you or I;
Wake up at 8 am, hit snooze, lay in bed for 10 more mintues. How did you talk yourself into doing that? "Its ok i can be late, today"
Get up and go to the bathroom, take a shower, look at your razor. "I can shave tomorrow, I'm not going out tonight."
Get dressed, look in mirror, your pants don't fit right, or they are tighter then last time you wore them. "I am going on a diet, ohhhh but i am meeting the girls today for lunch, oh i will start tomorrow."
As you leave the house look back at the house and see a mess. "I will clean that when i get home."
Get into car drive to work --how many excuses to you make here?
Get back home, sit on couch and say "oh I will clean the house tomorrow"
You know if all of us did everything we said we were going to do "tomorrow". Tomorrow would be some hell of a busy day!!
I will write again tomorrow!!!
I could go on with the words we choose to coach ourselves through the decsions we make on our food choices, but i am sure you all are familiar with the deal making and deal breaking.
Everyday there is an excuse to eat badly. Today is the Superbowl, obviously we can eat bad today and met back up with our lover called "diet" tomorrow. Yesterday it was "I haven't eaten anything all day so i can have this!
See you can only say "tomorrow i will eat better" today, becasue come tomorrow, its today, meaning your going to start tomorrow!!
So As I eat my piece of homemade Pizza and Macaroni and Cheese I challenge myslef and you to start tomorrow for real. Tomorrow is Monday good day to start, a new week, a new beginging.
In keeping with the name of this blog "There's always an excuse". In general as humans we make excuses like its our job. Not for just food, but with our jobs, with our friends, and plans, and with so much more. Is it in our nature to make excuses? Just imagine one day with no excuses.
Regular day for you or I;
Wake up at 8 am, hit snooze, lay in bed for 10 more mintues. How did you talk yourself into doing that? "Its ok i can be late, today"
Get up and go to the bathroom, take a shower, look at your razor. "I can shave tomorrow, I'm not going out tonight."
Get dressed, look in mirror, your pants don't fit right, or they are tighter then last time you wore them. "I am going on a diet, ohhhh but i am meeting the girls today for lunch, oh i will start tomorrow."
As you leave the house look back at the house and see a mess. "I will clean that when i get home."
Get into car drive to work --how many excuses to you make here?
Get back home, sit on couch and say "oh I will clean the house tomorrow"
You know if all of us did everything we said we were going to do "tomorrow". Tomorrow would be some hell of a busy day!!
I will write again tomorrow!!!
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About Me
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- Hopefully you will all get to know me very well, as my whole entire blog will be the latter "about me" but until then 24 years of age living in what was once called the number one city in america, but i bet none of you know this. I do not and will not capitilize my i's that are in the middle of a sentence. I am married to a man who has a big heart but it is hidden and i am on the forever journey to try and find it. I recently thought of starting a blog because i believe some things that happen in life are worth writing down. This might be a string off of my new found love of books.
