Reverse Psychology on God.

So I was thinking today, i tend to do a lot of that when i am having a stressful day imparticularly cycle day 1 or the days before anticipating the arrival of a late friggen Aunt. And I frikken hate her.

So here is my thought; It began with a friend saying that us folks who want a baby need to not want one. We need to be geting a divorce, or just plain hate our spouse, we need to be basically falling apart at the seams for it to actually happen; Conception. Well here is a loop hole for those of you who believe in God.

For months and months and months even years i have been wishing and praying and hoping for a baby, a pregnancy just a sign that it is possible. Well, i have decided to play a trick or for a more professional term; Use reverse psychology on god. I am going to now start praying and hoping and wishing to NOT want a baby. Siting here wanting one so bad makes me believe that if it really actually happened that i prayed that i didnt weant one and it came true that once i did become pregnant that i would go back to this mindset. Obviously though that is not how it would work, if i became pregnant after not wanting a baby than how would that go? Its gotta be on somewhat of the right track since in my world it seems as though only a handful of people who are actually trying, do achieve this was is suppose to be natural process, MY RIGHT!


WTF