just saying hi

I havent written in a long time so i wanted to say hi. My 4 year old niece is here so undoubtly she will soon be cllimbing on me which will result in either more typos or me ending this...


Thanks so much for your comments love yous and soon i will have wonderful things to write about becasue in T minus 14 days i will be in Colombia then its off to Panama and i am getting excited...I havent been on vacation with my husband since our honey moon so YAY



I PROMISED NO rambling sooo ta ta for now, until more interesting stuff comes

What? Really?

If you have come to my blog and read my recent Modernized Movie brainstorm, then you must look at my comment i got from anonymous...

Did you read it?

REALLY

First this guy/gal is a ***hole!!! and Second read the sentence there are more then a few grammical errors in the little thoughtful, helpful paragaph. Now, before you go saying...I am not the best with my grammer but i never was going for that, IF FACT I PURPOSFULLY DONT CAPITALIZE MY I'S IN THE MIDLE OF THE SENTENCE and make more errors to make what i believe a funnier read to my story, or was i leaving a crushing, my dreams are now over, message to someone when obviously i am not going any further with the idea... Mr. Anonymous!! So next time this guy/gal comes around and decides dance on my parade or yours...WE ALL KNOW HE IS NOT A WRITER FOR HOLLYWOOD...

The Modernized Wizard of Oz

Cast

Dorothy-Dakota Fanning (hair dyed brown to match Judy Garland
Scarecrow- Jim Carey (his expressions and personality almost match)
Tin Man- Owen Wilson
Lion- Bruce Willis
Wicked Witch of the West- Jennifer Aniston (although she is americas sweetheart her face is pointy!! (love ya Jen)
The Wizard- Mike Myers
Glenda The Witch of the North- Geena Davis
Auntie Em

Door man that cries-Cameo

The Flying Monkey's-Cameo

So I am watching The Wizard of Oz right now and am in love with the idea of remaking the movie into a modrnized version. Now I mean exact replica, the only thing that would change is the stage, props, backgrounds, etc. One scene in particular when Dorothy walks out of the house after it has crashed into Munchkinland, the flowers are all plastic and shiny. I can picture a redone set where they are all real flowers. I also picture after my idea of this movie is redone it being on a show where the show the ridiculous amount of money and time it took to make. For instance my great idea of real flowers needing to be used, well figure it would take them a week or longer to shoot the Munchkinland scene so they would need to replace the whole bunch of flowers that would probably cost upwards of 100,000 dollars in the first place, then to replace them every time they went in to shoot to get the perfect fresh coloful flower everytime that alone would end up costing 100,000 times replacement 8 times, = $800,000.

Now look at my cast that would be expensive, i dont think it would be a problem getting everyone casue who wouldnt want to do the modernized wizard of oz. This movie is such a classic. Of course since its my idea i would have to do a cameo in it as well. Can it be called a cameo if i have never been in any movie?

I am obsessed with this idea and am going to write everyone i know to try and start it. November 15, 2008 at 10:07 pm eastern time I CAME UP WITH THIS IDEA NO ONE CAN STEAL IT.

Most characters i have put in but i cant think of those few, have suggestions, I will give you a cut!!

Is this ok?

For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. Romans 8:24-25

I had a meeting today, with a Brother from the college i graduated from. It was to discuss my baptism. The car ride from there to work with my husband consisted of babies and getting ore marriage blessed since we were not marrid in a church. I would not care either way but it bothers me that he does not want to marry me in a church when he is Roman Catholic. This is a part of thier religion, and he sat there and told my old profesor that his family dosent realy approve of our marriage if its not in a church. Later i find ot that this is not true he jsut said that to make the father feel better about us not being married in the church. So then the concersation twisted into how his sister is pregant and yes this is the other one... So my blog i wrote yesterday said that one is trying well guess what she doesnt even have to try she already is!! I am getting baptized for me i want to but there are other reasons and among them i am wondering, is it ok to want to get baptized becasue you want to marry in a church and is it ok that i want o get baptized so that i feel as though i have a better chance of bcoming pregnant. I do belive in god, and i do want this, but are those two reasons ok?
Is it ok that i have after a long life well i am only 24 but still, my whole life i have not practiced religion and now becasue there are things in my life that i want and believe that baptism would help me get them?
I never have been a religous person and this is why i feel like this.

On a somewht different subject
Is it ok that i have increible hate and jelousy towards everyone around me that is pregnant. No i dont think it is ok, and why? My husband and i have not been trying. We have been having unprotected sex for two years with no contrceptive and so this is the root of my sadness. It still is not ok to feel this way, and it consumes my life, i am miserable at work, i am miserable at home and everywhere i go and this is not fair to me my husband or others that are surrounding me. How can i feel better.
How is it ok when i think of my self as a positive optmistic person that i am acting this way, how is it that something like this can make me feel this way?

As soon as my husband told me that his sister is pregnant elaphant tears came streaming down my face and the words "thats not fair" came out of my mouth. Why of course its fair, what happens happens.

I have always thought that your life has been written out for you. Your whole life, with chapters and epilogues and all that book stuff! If i believe in this as our fate than why does it make me so mad and jeolus and angry and frustrated and sick and sad to see and hear and live in a world where a women who has OPCS, one ovary, and a man that has a low sperm count gets prgant before i do.

Heres a little side not

It is ok if Melissa gets pregnant before i and i promis all my emotions stated above will be deep inside and will not come out!! haha luv ya and thank you for your support,
thats a whole new blog on how, all this crap wouldnt ever be possible to go through without the support of friends